Sunday, April 30, 2006
oh ya.
For the sake of creating the gusto to study, I've been munching on sweets,chocos,snacks and beverages like milo,coffee and tea.And an additional of the absence of 3 months of physical education..oh man!
wow..I think i'm growing fat.I promise to work out during the june holis!
[waiting there] 1:37:00 AM
I am currently doing research for art's prep work..Most probably doing 'Journey'.Drawing a pair of old boots with autumn leaves in the backgound..coming up with a quote or poem too..maybe..maybe..
Took two short naps in the afternoon as the germs come pestering me again.Did not take medicine as i don't want drowsiness to hinder my plans.Don't plan to do anymore revision for d and t theory and drawing already..quite exhausting.Got to study higher chinese tomorrow and polish up my science and geog chapters on monday.
Going to get carried away if I'm stayin here for another minute..all of you out there jiayou ya?all the best..and have faith in yourself!=D
[waiting there] 1:10:00 AM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
I came in here to take a breather..=D
Today had the breifing about the camp ..i was present all along for the two long hours when i'm not going for the camp.I believe the camp is a worthwhile and fun one..but not in the mood for any camps right now..
Still struggling about the decision of whether to join hpt..it will definitely be a good leadership training but i wonder if i could cope.I will see whether i can survive the training camp first..?
Grhh..!=P getting closer to examination dates..which mean exams are going to end real soon too..=D
I feel that I was late to realise that it's our job to do our own independent learning than just pushing the blames to teachers' lessons which are obscured..
[waiting there] 8:54:00 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
1. the tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover
2. mention the gender of his/her perfect lover
I think there isn't a need to come up with 8 diff points of my (perfect) lover.When you meet the right one,you won't expect much from him/her.i know it is just a 'game'..but please..pardon me!I apologize..=P
One more week to mid-year examinations.These days are tiring but...hmm..fine.The bad news is that i haven't started any revision on both D and T -theory and drawing while i guess most of my friends have completed their revision..I am at nowhere for maths,lit and chinese too.I'll just do what i can for the rest of the days..
This year..I will be having (almost all)afternoon papers in the hall..A new environment, a new experience.Did science yesterday night and finally got a taste of Miss Chua's killer paper..she included upper sec terms which require the applying of basic concepts..There is no way out for doing pure memorising work now.
Results for recent maths test and geog test..er..most probably won't meet my expectations..I did my part.
[waiting there] 4:47:00 PM
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Well, I studied from the late morning till now today..at least I have managed to catch up a little..feeling less tense and stress while studying now..I think I have not totally learn how to handle stress but have learn not to set too high hopes for good results..this inturn lower my stress level too..feel so much relax now while preparing for mid-year examinations though i'm not confident of my preparation work..
I will not get frantic or panick when i cannot finish studying the required topics as long as i've tried..
Do not chose by fear but by faith..(this will be a good lead for making my choices)
I'm determined to cherish my schooldays now and would not allow some minor failures to bother me..Nothing is more important than giving my best.
Choir will be 'revising' dance steps for Every Move I Make tomorrow.Rehearasal on sat and witnessing the 125th Presbyterian Church Anniversary on Sun.Rather busy..I hope i can cope..
[waiting there] 10:37:00 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Wasn't in the mood to catch up with my revision exercises today..thus,i chose to complete some hands-on projects - d and t educational toy and art sculpture(imaginary animal)..Finally finished both a few mins ago but left with some touching up.
Tomorrow is going to be a long and meaningful day.A lot of meaningful events especially the Thanksgiving service is going to take place hours later.Choir is going to perform..my favourite-I offer my life (in parts) and I will run to you(in unison)
Ms yee taught me something..In life,no matter what you hate to do, you still have to give your best. Just like a choir..we can't choose to sing well only for songs that interest us.It's tough..to apply it in actions..
Many times..when you feel tired and weary..and life seem so taxing after a whole 11-12 solid hours in school..and there's a need for you to finish work..find motivation to persevere through the darkest period.After you managed to tide it through..you realize that you actually become more energetic. I feel that it is the power of believeing that you can succeed and sense of satisfaction you get after everything that causes the energy level to rise temporarily.
Hmm..that applys to me..=)..However, this should never be a daily continuous routine! It's bad for health ok..
[waiting there] 12:19:00 AM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Grhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..I'm feelling so frustrated!
[waiting there] 8:47:00 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
I just realised that we are still left with 16 chapters of geog to be taught by Miss Ng in two weeks time before examinations are starting..
see you guys soon.
[waiting there] 12:47:00 PM
choir chalet =]
[waiting there] 12:31:00 PM
this was taken on julia gabriel last year..my face..look kinda funny.=P
[waiting there] 12:31:00 PM
US!
[waiting there] 12:30:00 PM
taken by adeline.- . -
[waiting there] 12:30:00 PM
adeline-watching mv..
[waiting there] 12:30:00 PM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
I found out that we don't have to own what we want to be happy and contented with life..
Learn to smile at the way things are..(no matter how good or bad they turn out)..=]Anyway,I will be going to dad's office bbq party later..after paying respects to my grandparents.Sometimes, when you need to unwind,do that without hesitation.Peserverance don't bring us through every obstacle..It won't always extricate us from bad situations..There seem to be never-ending work for me to complete..give me the vigor to finish them well!I've decided already..my plans for june holidays.(haha)Hopefully,I get to play basketball,volleyball,ice-skate and go shopping.
'Some journeys are taken alone,'Mrs Tan(principal).
-she never fails to leave me words of wisdom
[waiting there] 12:33:00 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
We did pw yesterday..on hair sprays.Bought gold and green.Sprayed it on our hair too..hmm..the experiment didn't seem to be a success.sighs.Anyway,adeline is really bubbly and cute..i enjoy her company!
Still,I have to admit that Miss Chua don't really make herself understood.Certain lessons taught in school are really obscured..=(
This morning was the second time i forget my wallet..was just a step away from getting up onto the bus when i realized that my pocket is empty.Took a few steps back and a long deep-breath..then let the air flow out of my nostrils really slow.I am glad that I was calm enough to do that.Maybe some of them caught the slight nuance on my facial expressions.As usual,borrowed a 1dollar coin from 'people' i see every morning..At least i still have my Perfect Strangers.=P
While waiting for yuhyan when she was halfway through the dental treatment..I chanced upon a calender in the dental clinic..and happen to find some quotes in it.I like this one.
'Keep your face to the sun and you cannot see the shadow,' by Helen Keller.
[waiting there] 7:09:00 PM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
1.34pm
I'm back from school early this afternoon..having IT day again later..hmm..
'They' are my perfect company on the way to school ...When i don't see their presence,I feel disappointed.
It's amazing isn't it..That simple things can make us treasure each other..We can do without words yet enjoy that moment of silence.I will call that Perfect Strangers..
I can't help but feel indignant sometimes...
I have just learnt to lead a happier life while searching for the purpose of life.
[waiting there] 1:08:00 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
10.39pm
There can really be surprises when there's no expectations..=)
I slept the whole four hours this afternoon as I was down with flu..and had a medicine which cause drowsiness(excuse..=P).And as i completed my work the night before..there was no worries.Still got tests to study for..I'll leave that till tomorrow.
It's so....sheer saddening... that many know a lot yet... it's just a moment of...understanding?
[waiting there] 10:26:00 PM