Tuesday, February 28, 2006
I feel lost...........
breaking down ..............
I'm tired of writing down my thoughts...when......
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i don't feel like saying much.
immunity system getting weaker..just recovered from a fever weeks ago and i'm down with a bad flu..and all those yadayada typical symtoms..
I longed to get back to the beach....the ice-skating ring....and the basketball court......really want to.....even if i were to visit those places alone,i believe i will enjoy the solitude......
crying ..- one of my ways to let go.to release frustrations pented up.
feeling really low..
11.40pm
[waiting there] 11:29:00 PM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Obviously,we celebrated yongmei's birthday today..
played the usual pranks everyone do on parties..
2 1 kg cakes..chocolate and durian.
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You may not believe but this is true..
All of your hopes and dreams come true..
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someday you'll look back and smile..
somehow you wish that you were there..
the best times of your life.
This song triggered my tears..have been receiving lots of advices from media to cherish teenage life..Be it the radio fm or television or sexuality education.
I guess it's really true.It's really best times of our live..except that too much stuffs come into our teenage years at one go that makes us feel frustrated.This is the age that we are starting to get exposed the the outside world and it seems as if everything comes in..seems too much for us to handle.We have studies,communication problems with parents,friendship,relationships.In a split second,it makes us feel as if everything's a too big deal.Much too complicated to let us make correct decisions.
Really wanna thank shih for being there for me even though we study in different schools.I'm touched by your encouraging sms-es sent in the late afternoon or night to boost my confidence for tests the next day and being caring,thoughtful and everything.Though you seldom tag,but I always know you are there..!I feel that we have become more mature already.i believe you think that way too..?Though we may not have a trace of what the other party's doing for weeks or even months without even on sms,we always manage to update each other about life too..I hope we will stay that way..=)We will spent growing up years together..ya?.=)
[waiting there] 10:25:00 PM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Fans of the contestants of campus superstar are really childish in some of their comments.Made me shocked and laughed.Some comments,even good ones sounded so irrelevant..
No point arguing with them actually..some are just jealous while others are bias.What's there to critisize actually?When they have made it to the top 20 already..can those who give awful comments have the courage to even fill in the application form and get yourself ready to go upstage..?
Everyone recognized the top twenties as talents but when the competition starts..expecatations has been higher as the days go by and some have let idolising take over them..
The ultimate winner may not be the one with great voice,great looks,great dance moves,great rhythm but just the one voters had voted out.
[waiting there] 9:01:00 PM
thanks jeanette for the bouquet of lollipops..
weiling for the pair of socks and sweeties..and most of all the hug..=)
it's the most special valentine's day gift i've ever received..
and the others for the simple but meaningful greetings..=)
and fel..i love your titanic sticker..
hugs.
valentine's day with girlfriends..
shih!take care of yourself while getting yourself prepared and ready for upcoming tests and examinations..you have my support..
[waiting there] 8:36:00 AM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
dedicated to stacy!=)
Don't say you can't give me any good advice..words of care and concern from you is enough to brighten up my day..=)really.I mean it..it's the effort you put in that counts..the reason why i feel stressful is when it seem that all my classmates are moving on,smoothly..and yet i feel lazy..reluctant to study..you take care of yourself too..k?don't stress yourself up..
the soul would have no rainbow if the eyes have no tears.
a quote i used to self-encourage in the past..and now i'm using it to encourage US...=] i hate it when some people tell me to relax in a..er..sacarstic manner..yeah..you know..?that kind of people.. they don't say that to really wanna calm me down.
anyway..i will always be there for you too..!an sms away.(but i still don't have your number.opps...)
you can continue to complain to me like i will in the future..=)
[waiting there] 7:46:00 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Actually,Miss Chua's really nice.When the time will come for us to realise her good points are really up to us.Whether we
want it a not.
I give thanks for having great teachers.
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Mr Tan,my math teacher is really cute..!
math worksheets were passed down rows in the middle of the lesson..
Mr Tan "Class,stop doing your worksheets.If not i will confiscate it.."
Class "Confiscate lor!then we don't need to do..haha"
Mr Tan-embarrassed smile..
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I was first introduced to Mr Tan by Mr Lim.
Mr Lim"Mr Tan won't be here for two weeks..he's currently in the hospital.."
Sec twos"Huhhh?"
Mr Lim"his wife just gave birth.."
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I hate it when people tell me to relax for they never out themselves inmy shoes.
[waiting there] 10:44:00 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
There won't be many more years that we look like school girls.
Isn't that so true..?
[waiting there] 9:06:00 AM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
I lost my post...grrr...
I am almost fully recovered from my fever already.
went to see doc yest early afternoon..
The doctor prescribed me three cute tablets of different sizes and colours.
I would like to upload the photo of how the tablets look like..but there's some prob with my cam..oh man..sad..=(
Like how loretta feels,I am stressed up too.Being in endurance is not the main cause but my lazyness is.Watching too much tv makes me feel that I lost the balance in my life.If i don't do well,I won't have a chance to say,'I've study hard and gave my best' for I am not studying hard now.Parents warn me of consequences,I worry,of course I do..but i try to make changes..
Often,I wonder why we should we study?But during assembly on Friday,Mrs tan said that we should learn things as we are growing in real life than continue the flow of questions about studies.Somehow it did not fully convince me but at least I 've just realised something that i ought to do during my growing up years.
'Have you ever realised that you will lose the chance of lining up 2 by 2 after you graduated from secondary school?'
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throat tensed up.
weak limbs..
PS-lor,don't stress yourself up..I believe you can still do it at the end of the day.remember that God will guide you..!we will work hard together.
[waiting there] 12:17:00 PM
