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Friday, December 23, 2005

22.dec.
looking through photos and suddenly 'graduation' played in random.
as one folder full of photos came to an end..
another came flashing on the screen..

made me teared.

i'm really afraid to step into the 2endurance next year.
not shunning the 29 new faces that i will be facing.
but disappointed to not see the familiar 29 faces.

i will not see ting and zoey who crap and tease the most.the ones who always come up with nicknames.

i won't see jia ni,my twin...who don't mind shouting at her top of her voice...i won' t ..see her monkey face as often...i can't laugh crazily with tianwei at her actions..

i won't.. see juin li..who i always see napping in class and finishing the 6 books of harry potter in not more than weeks..and even got closer recently for we shared problems on msn and made me hear'that's what friends are for' once again..

i won't see jie lin and xitong..i will miss hearing the teasing of jie lin's girly and sweet voice...i will miss xitong teasing me infront of the whole class..the only girl in 1e in ncc(sea).

i will miss jamie and jolene who always go for table tennis together.though they are people with few words,their presence makes a difference.

weiling,the one i always tease with hair taking years to grow won't be coming up to me,calling me nicknames..worried that she won't do well for mathematics for end-of-year,but exceeded her expectations in other subs.the one who i find look like ah meng's daughter.

valerie.always out of class for council duties.

jia qi..one of my gan nu ers..the girl who i met on the first day of sch..i won't hear you calling me gan ma often anymore..

choon keat..whom everyone loves..currently short..but i always believe that he will grow up to a height of 180..he won't be the next batch of endurance fav..and we won't be laughing at the same jokes he crack..

i won't see jiajun and loretta shyness when being teased..the always being bullied 'couple' and the ones who always have to be pushed to have a photo taken.

i won't find zong qin borrowing stationaries from me..nicknamed me chia bomber cause he can't pronouce my name well and his occasionally bickering with teachers..

i won't hear rumours and teasing of wai kuong and yong mei..both shy people.

i won't see terence always rushing to open the classroom door for us.them scolding him for his blurness.responsible guy and a future basketballer to be..

i won't have chances to work with jialing and cheryl together to come up with a rat poem again.. to perform on stage and get 1st once again..

i won't see stella shouting in front of the class trying to get things organized...trying to bond the class despite the shouts and noises..i won't..

i won't see the last row of 10 students sitting by the window..always so quiet.

i won't see jiayu-jiejie come ringing at the direction of my ears because it's no longer the same people next year..

no nagging and constant reminders from mrs nath for she has even gone to other school.
i wont..iwont...
not anymore.

no more rumours spreading around the same people.no more laughter shared together..no more teasing of nicknames..no more slacking together..no more complaining of stress together..

what will become of next year?
when daptations have to be made and no longer the same twenty nines sitting on the same twenty nines seats.

2+am.

every single sentence that i'm typing is sending tears to my eyes.

[waiting there] 1:55:00 AM

Thursday, December 22, 2005