meet you there..

Sunday, March 26, 2006

10.31pm
Next year..we are gonna be stream into classes of our choice..I'm still..er..unsure of my goals..I wanted to try combination A (a triple science class )provided that i will be able to drop to elective sciences if my marks are able to hit the range..I'm afraid i couldn't cope and now..i don't even think my results are satisfactory...not to me..(not really)

I wanted to..er..take SS and history for my humanities..but sis says that history require much more memorisation as compared to geog! =(( grhhhh..this is bad..and it is not available in combination A..I don't mind combination B(double sciences) but i won't get the chance to try bio.. i will see how it goes for the next 6 months of history lessons..

I know..i know..that if i manage to get into combination A and i'm able to make it..i should not give up halfway..but..look at me now..fancy having so much complaints about studies ever since primary school..how can i suvive..?I 'm really having doubts about myself..

I see him able to take only phy and econs in jc because he wanna be an engineer..thus,he don't need chem..
I see people able to get themselves enrolled in music schools after their secondary school education because they are sure of their goals.
I see students that are able to tackle studies and their passion as well as any other..
I see others able to choose.to make big decisions.to give up.and yet receive.they take risks..but worthwhile ones..

but..i just cannot acheive that..
i know that as a student,studies should be my priority.the subject of my life..but i want my teenage years to be fulfilled..contrasting..and memorable-the best times of my life.
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just came back from the pool not long ago..
managed to hit 30 laps.(and it's only 1.5km!)i initially thought it was 100m a lap..but..sighs..
I did alternate breaststrokes and freestyles..it made swimming much more easier.
so much refreshing after a swim..=) love it.
had a heavy dinner with family..thirty laps are redundant now..?=(

[waiting there] 1:41:00 PM

Meet You There

I'm waiting
For the perfect time to call you back
Cos' I remember saying
Don't wanna know the truth
Can't handle that

And I try to (and I try to)
Just forget you (just forget you)
But don't know how
If only I knew

It's written all over your face
Such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now where do we go?
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there

Yeah
I'm sorry
If I slagged you down, I meant no harm
When I heard the stories
Said things I didn't mean
Should have stayed calm

Sadly
Got angry
And it breaks my heart
You're so mad at me

It's written all over your face
Such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now where do we go?
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there

Maybe I could meet you there
Maybe I could meet you there

It's written all over your face
Such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now where do we go?
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there

Maybe I could meet you there
Maybe I should meet you there